Heartbreak, homes, and hospitals.

So I appreciate I've somewhat abandoned the blog for the past week or so, sorry. I've had a really awful time, involving being admitted to hospital, having a serious panic attack in the hospital on the day of my anniversary with Jacob, Jacob breaking up via Facebook with me two days later on the grounds that he can no longer handle my illness, me deciding to move back in with my parents if they can rent somewhere with downstairs bedroom/bathroom, and generally huge changes.

As you'd expect, these events have caused a huge M.E. relapse and so I'll most likely not be posting very often on here because doing anything more than about 10 minutes wears me out. Needless to say, I'm not in the best of moods, or the best of health. My world has been shattered, turned upside down, and the broken remains thrown into the sea. 

But I will come through this, I have survived much worse things, and I know I'm strong enough to cope. Well, with the support of my wonderful friends and lovely family, I will get through this. I'm sorry if I don't talk to you, or open up to you, it's nothing personal, there's just a few people I want to talk to and lots of people who I'd rather not. It's not your fault, I just can't really handle much right now.

Expect my blog posts to be reasonably awful for some time, I do apologise but the blog is only as good as the blogger and right now your blogger is going through the mill somewhat. I love you guys loads, stay strong. Alice xxxx
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